awake from dream

nightmare are very dangerous, and can make our life suffering,
only that nightmare are on our dream night,
the most scary in life is,,,thus nightmare are more suffering when it happen in daylight,, also we do not know, its only a dream

dear diary,
today i just awaken from very long dream as i not know it all the truth
even his it not in my life, deeply in my hearth i still hoping that he will come back in my life..
what the @*%?.....
i also make the worst step
dear diary,
on that horrow dream, i get a new light, that can bright my life
how can i forgot its..idiot!
this is shine of my life, in future and forever after

as i love him, i hope he will love me back....
bubye....