new life...new beginning

start early 2011, my life have change,,

on 9th January, am faced big problem with him...either for ownself or for our future

at 1 moment i then relize,,,how i can live without someone to support me...to hear my cry...to advise me

then; I NOTICE...HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT HIM..

oh no....this will absolutely mess my life..

i can't stand by mah own foot...

so PHEA, to be a better human..i must be strong to facing many challenges by my ownself

huuuuuuuuuu

i know it will kill me n show me that i am weakeers,,,but...love him much!help meee